ironic

tiba-tiba ingat kalo kemarin baru dapat sms dari seorang 'teman' , gini ni smsnya :

G sngja q menemukan selembar kertas yg prnh qta tulis2 sewaktu kuliah dulu.. ha9 so sweet bgt, 2006. trutama di bag ini :
Aq : sptx q bkn diriq, bgmn jk aq brbh, apkh km jg akan berubah dalam memperlakukanku sbg seorang sahabat?
Km : y ga lah, aneh2 ae, qt wes satu paket, apapun dirimu apik eleke

kok panjang y dadi males nulisnya, intinya ga penting kalo ada seseorang yang menanyakan itu. seseorang yang sebenarnya sudah lama hilang. dan itupun sebenarnya dia sendiri yang "membuang" kita. kenapa hal itu jadi ditanyakan seolah2 kita yang "membuang" dia. semuanya ga akan berubah dan jadi seperti ini kalo dia ga melakukan hal itu. dia yang menyebut dirinya "sahabat". trus dimana dia waktu "sahabat"nya kesulitan. apa itu yg namanya sahabat. berteman aja ga gitu caranya, apalagi bersahabat. hari2 itu adlh hari2 paling menyedihkan dalam 4,5 tahun kuliah. dan dia yang seharusnya bisa jadi "sahabat" yg baik, malah ikut jd musuh. it's weird. why now when she is left by others, she finds us. her old friend that she was throw away at that time. so ironic. i will consistent with my words that day if she is consistent with our friendship. she will never know how hurt it was. seeing our beloved friend ruin. without anyone stay beside her. she is, the one that i hope will bring a better condition, even leave her, for new friends. hahhh..so now you call yourself bestfriend? hellooowww
you just can ask to other friends that i really consistent with my word. i will accepted every good and every worst of my friends. as long as they're not betray our friendship. it's really doesn't matter. but you was do that. finish. maybe i can forgive you for everything you did that time. but everything will not stay the same before you did it. just like now. i try to always behaved you well. but everything will not same anymore. so, please dont ask why everything changed. because you're the causes. for now, please, let us to life peacefully. we are not connected in any situation. you are still my friend of course. there will be no ex-friend. but please dont hope everything like in the past. let just do our life by ourself.