tuhan memang baik

terima kasih tuhan. allah memang baik. merasa sangat disayang sama tuhan.

so far

feel so far................

fly me to the moon

by. jang geum suk feat. park shin hye

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On a-Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby, kiss me

Fill my heart with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for?
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

how r u

how was the day? i missed you. went to go out with friend, and eating lumpia, remind me of you a lot. that you always like the sauce. aaahhhh. no good. want to share everything with someone. i guess it must be you. but it can't help. too far too reach.
hoping that your life full of happiness, and you will find something there. aaahhh no good.

already few days

already few days since you've been gone. already few days we haven't been talked yet. and i just have maannyyy things to talk about. already miss you. still feel weird when you're not around. i guess we will stay like this from now on. there will be no such a long talk like we always did when you're around. maybe i should being familiar to that. maybe i should try to adapt to this condition. everything will not stay the same when you're around. the most important thing now, that i must try to walk on. to reach my dreams. jakarta. japan. paris. we'll meet there.

next destination

my next destination is ... Jakarta... Japan... Paris
we'll see...
good bye

in this late night

having talking about uri chingu. emmmm... dont know why makes me little bit more lonely. aaarrrggghhhhhh. mau sembuh.
3 days left. and you will leave to there. arrrggghhhhh.

haii

missing you nae chingu. hope to share everything w/ u

Dear Friend,

i'm happy that finally you make your decision. searching the new life. experience the new life. going far away to chase your dream. maybe it will harder, but you gotta to be strong and brave. will not stop worrying you. but i know you can make it. surely. you was taking the first step. the hardest step. so , i'm sure the next will be easier. fighting. i will missing you much. it's not easy to life without you after these years we're together. the years full of memories. but i will continue my life. fight to chase my dream too. we just arrived in the branch of road. we must take different way.our own way. when we're ready to meet, we must ready to separate. everything i want is seeing you happy. you must live your life well. arachi? you will have the new life there. new activities. new friends. maybe you will found the other me there. who can preserve you well. but you need to life by yourself. try to stand by yourself. surely you can. when you feel down and sad, you do not need to worry, you always have me. although i'm not there. although i can't preserve you and hold your hands. but believe me, i will always pray for your happiness. my next life maybe will be harder too. but dont worry about me. i will be okay here. i will trying to release from addiction of you. to used living my life without you. to make a plan without you. to decide everything by myself. maybe sometimes i can't bear it. but i will know that i gotta walk straight. you will busy there, and you will not have the time to take care of me. i will feel ignored and sad. but surely i can stand up again. knowing that you are happy will make me happy too. dont be affraid of anything. nothing to be fear. everything is not worth to affraid for. promise me you will take care of yourself and live your life well. haemboghaseyo. someday when we meet, we must being better than now. will much missing you.

criying

now.. can't bear it anymore, huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuu

one more step

and i guess you will be my obsession

unwell

feeling unwell. dont know why. impact of your leaving maybe. or any other causes. dunno.
we supposed to meet this day. but just like usual. the things never certainty if it is about you.
so.. here i am. hoping the best for your life beiibbh

the time

the time is coming. fur losing you. the perfect 1st graduation anniversary. will muchh missing you girl. will you missing me there? still can't imagine how is my life later. i'll think it later. dont want to make this heavier. will enjoy our limited time together. hoping that you will get your life better there, sincerely. but i supposed to be happy that finally you make a decision. right decision. always pray to God for this. may God always save you and bless you. huhuhuhuhuhu....
between happiness and sadness

wake up

december was end. let's wake up. and facing up the reality. hope to a better future.