envy

why all the people looks happy this day, and i'm nottt, hhhhhhh.... envy them...
having a feel that i dont have anyone besides me. i got dumped all the time. no one cares for me. no one stays beside me. no one to hear my whimper. no one to be a shoulder to cry on. no one to talk. alone all the time. just like missed the time. everything move and i just left here. without no one knows that i still left behind. heiyyy people.. please look at me. please dont let me here alone. i need somebody to talk. somebody to hold my hand through the day. feeling lonelyy. much.