pms

you or me or both of us???
what day is it? it is hellday
but still say thanks to God for all gift this day...
honestly, i really tired saying yes and doing exactly every people say
i must do it there, and now i must do it here
damn, feel so depressed.
i realize that now you're not in good mood, of course. everything still uncertain. and maybe you just feel left behind (i will exactly feel it if i were you).
and now, my task is to get along well with you. whatever you do. i must stay beside you and trying to be a shade when sunny day, an umbrella when it's rain, and a handkerchief when you cry. i know i talk too much, and maybe i can't be like that. but i've been trying up til now. you'll never understand my thought. actually, you dont understand a thing. you never see me. exactly 7 weeks since you've gone. and exactly 7 weeks 4 days since our last meeting. i thought it's longer than that. somehow i feel that time begin walks slowly.