9 weeks 3 days

and we still can't meet. i thought that we dont meet for veryyy longg time. dont know why the times walks slowly, recently. and just realize that you ignored me. hahhhaa just like usual. what things on earth will makes you turn your head to see me when you are there? the answer is n.o.t.h.i.n.g.... hahhaa... what makes me think that you will at least see me? i must be crazy to think like that. that is really impossible. i know you too fry beeiibbhh. so, stop complaining with all of these. and try to accept the condition. just like usual. i must be aware where is my position exactly.

having a deep thought on my way home on the bus this day.