no way back

No way back,never. This is the consequence I must face up. I have no expected before that the price I must pay is that high. But we can't go back to that time again. There will be no chance to repeat all start over again. I've lost you. The things that I must accept. The reality. Everything is not same like yesterday when we are together. I always give it a try.To walk on to put my attention on your life. To try to talk with you as I can. To try open a topic. But it's not enough to make it all okay. Everything changes. That's the point. We both growing up on our own way. Separated. But still wanna put a more try. It will not change anything, but maybe making everything better. Don't you know that you still influence my life. Love you,always.