sad day

maybe i hold you too tight. feel a little bit sad knowing that my position stuck
i never reach you. i thought you know exactly 'bout my dirty feeling. fell a little bit unused too. never have a good way of thinking. never do the efficient things. am i that fool???
sometimes i want to release our entwined slowly. but i can't. you know i can't smile without you. can't sing and i can't breath. finding it hard to do anything.