what am i looking for

feel so empty, and missing you so badly. dont have any destination but you. even working like workaholic doesn't help. that's a relief that i decide to working over hours today. stay at home will make me remembering of you all the day. i really dont know where i must go. please give a clue. give me an objective. i want to stop my step, but it will not makes us to meet. i want to walk straight but i dont know what is waiting for me there. like seeing an unseen road. walk on road full of bend. we never know what will we meet in the next bend. will we meet on the next bend, or if i through that road we will not ever meet.